November 1st, 2007 by carlorochi

eyeglasses, braces, hair, spaghetti strap, skinny jeans, boots, cowgirl, ice cream

walking with hands inside pockets, looking nerdish, gorgeous and complex.

meet brit mikagami

shark lover

November 1st, 2007 by carlorochi

HANGOVER!
Headaches And Nausea Gripping Our Very Existence, Right?
LOL!
 

snippets

October 28th, 2007 by carlorochi

I know I’m not famous.
I know I’m not smart.
I know I’m not rich.

All I know is I gave my all and I loved truly and deeply.
And all I want is to be loved back.

Everyone can call me stupid.

I digging my own grave.

Just laughing it off.

Just forgetting everything bad.

Alcohol.

SKY/SKYE

Red.

Slim chance of being sane again.

Justify.

Respect.

Pity.

Acceptance.

Wants to hire a security guard.

Slow burn.

CONFUSED.

Is mooing a crime?

Is biting back a crime?

unborn son/daughter

^_^

my lola came back after 13 years. I AM SO HAPPY

OCTOBER KINDA SUCKS

party, party, party

s’more clothes…

wants a new computer…

SURF?! YEAH!

britbots

is caring only for the carebears?

NEVER BEEN SO HUMILIATED IN MY WHOLE LIFE

"nice hair"

waiting for complements

DROWNING

brochures

what will you do if the golden rule comes back at ya?

KARMA/KARMA/KARMA/

leaveevael

IM NOT BEING RESPECTED.

you can call me Mr. Bullshit D. Crap

Batman is on my mug

trying to hack my brain but noooooooo, i can’t.

big thanks to everyone who comforted me. everyone.

people who i want to thank: my awesome parents, pong, chino, ate lemon, bes pres, doyb, amer, archie, chica, sarah, melissa, weng, joan, pacy, tarie, pia, anya, april, aron,  jackie, yuying from da pantry, jeff at sa lahat lahat pa ng mga taong nakigulo sa akin nung nawawala ako sa sarili ko. Hindi ako nawala sa sarili ko dahil sa inyo.

PINAKAMALAKING SALAMAT SA DIYOS. SALAMAT PO SA MGA PAGSUBOK.
BIGGEST THANKS TO THE LORD. THANKS FOR THE TRIALS.
(I felt the need to type it in english and tagalog for no apparent reason)

Of course… I will not forget you. You made my life colorful… like a coloring book… like a box of crayons…

I feel like a little boy.

I’m crying.

I’m lost.

I love you.

October 28th, 2007 by carlorochi

I’m inches from achieving one of my biggest goals in life. It has taken 23 years for me to have this kind of opportunity and I AM GRABBING IT!!!

But then, things aren’t always perfect. Hurtful things come when you least expect it. And it packs helluva pain. Although it does not show on my face, it really eats me inside. More like an emotional/internal bleeding! (I know I didn’t make any sense… LOL)

February 11th, 2007 by carlorochi

Feels like the same today
10,000 horses drag me down
Seems like the same you say
10,000 voices crying out
You put on yourself, youll see
Theres nothing left at all
10,000 fingers dragging me down down down

Seems like the same your ways of moving on
10,000 lies, youre washing your hands of everything else
So put on yourself youll see
Theres nothing left at all
10,000 stares theyre bringing me down down down

Seems like the same you say
10,000 cracks youre walking on
Fells like the same to say
10,000 voices calling on
You put on yourself
Youll see theres nothing left at all
But 10,000 horses bringing me down down down

Never want to slow down
I keep rollin on
Never want to slow down
What I feel and what I know
Oh it feels like the strain
That everybodys giving to me
Wont let my hands get tied
Im gonna ride it all out
Never gonna slow down this time
Its all about to change
Change from the past for knowledge tomorrow
Carries me on my way
I feel you pressing
These words left unspoken
Change for the sake, change for the sake of change

January 23rd, 2007 by carlorochi

..:CANCER:..Cancer

   The Cutie

MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high sex appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet!
Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

January 23rd, 2007 by carlorochi

wooooo… sarap naman nun… ansarap sarap… u make me smile… u really do…
ready?!

January 22nd, 2007 by carlorochi

tinigil ko na eh.
ibabalik pa.
ako naman kaya.
naiirita na ko tlaga.
hindi lulusot.
putang ina.
dugo.

salamat

January 18th, 2007 by carlorochi

chong salamat… buti anjan ka para paliwanag sakin ung mga bagay na nakakagulo sa pag-iisip ko. alam ko na mas marami ka problema. kaya pakikinggan kita… kasi alam mo kung papano mahirapan, masiraan ng ulo at kung pano magago ng harapan at talikuran.

sa taong pinagsimulan nito. ndi kita ko masabi kung sino me gawa nito… pero malamang ung mga taong mapang-abuso at kala mo eh napakapatas. pasalamat ka napaliwanagan ako, kundi maboogie wonderland kita babae ka man o lalaki.

nakakaamoy lang ng mabahong bibig at mga kilos na ndi maganda

January 18th, 2007 by carlorochi

hmmm… i just felt it suddenly…

me pakiramdam ako na parang tinatarantado ako ah. parang me naninira sakin. parang me nagfafabricate ng mga fucked up stories to make me look bad sa ibang tao. sobrang napaicp ako ngaun ah.

at pwede naman pala un eh. ndi ko alam… pwede naman pala eh… damn i was so fucking gullible… badtrip tlaga.

i dunno but i really smell sumtin fishy…

putangina tlaga… nagiinit ako tlaga…

kelangan ko ng putanginang yelo…

kelangan ko ng putanginang yelo…

kelangan ko ng putanginang yelo…

mga repapipz… patulong na lang ah. isang malupit na comeback lang tlaga ang kelangan ko at isang matinding pagoobserba…

tamaan ka… dahil oras na malaman ko na me gumagago skin… puta ka…

ndi kita kikilalanin… tangina mo…